Winter Cunterland

To begin this posting I would like to say fuck the faggot douche assramming bastard twat dick shiteating Winter. Everything about Winter sucks giant balls and I fucking hate it, I fucking hate it, I fucking hate it, I fucking hate it. There are two emotions to be felt in the wintertime: inconvenienced and fucking miserable. Every morning in the late Fall and dead fucking fistfuck Winter, I am praying to a God that I will only be inconvenienced today. That's the absolute best case scenario. Perhaps this week I'll just run out of sweatshirts really quickly and have to go to my friend's house to do a load of only sweatshirts and long underwear. Perhaps I have to go downstairs, start my truck with the heater blasting whilst still in my jammies and then return to my apartment to finish hurriedly applying my seventeenth layer only to realize I left my entire set of keys in the truck while it is warming and must return to get them so I can lock my apartment. Or maybe my dog will decide she wants to shit for the THIRD time in a day at 11:30 when I'm in my underwear drinking beer and watching Mystery Science Theatre 3000 and the temperature outside is a nice and cozy 12 fucking degrees and it takes me 15 minutes to prepare mentally and physically so she can sniff for 10 minutes apparently unfazed by the 20 mile an hour winds freezing my extremities to the brink of amputation (actually that was starting to sound suspiciously like an attack against my beautiful Molly and she's awesome and wonderful always...in Summer). Those are THE best case scenarios that there are. Often times I am fucking miserable. Lets say you get sick twice in two fucking weeks because everyone you interact with on the planet is either getting sick or just getting not sick so there's this constant cycle of disease just making the fucking rounds while you try to get trained at a new job and appear tough and dedicated in front of close scrutiny by your new bosses. There's no disease during the Summer is there? (Except malaria) Or how about when you live in a Southern city and there is 4 inches of snow and you can't go fucking ANYWHERE for a whole goddamn week? And after that week when, like a goddamn meerkat, you finally work up the courage to venture out for more beer and KY jelly, you in all honesty and seriousness feel like you're going to die. You are driving on a perpetual slip'n'slide and every fucktard in your town has as little experience doing that as you do. So running to the store for beer and jacklube, a quick and mundane little errand under normal circumstances, has me truly believing I'm going to die. However...you gotta get the beer because there's nothing else to do except get blacked out and play some stupid game with tiles or something your friends are really into but you really suck at. But like I said, after risking death that closely once in 4 days, I ain't going anywhere again until cannibalism is becoming a viable option. Canadians, Northern people, geese, I just don't get it. Why would anyone on the planet ever want to live like this for the majority of the year. And I know it's the majority because I went to visit my ex-girlfriend's parents in May in Milwaukee once and like an idiot wore shorts on the plane and promptly froze to death waiting for her sister to pick us up at the airport. I had one pair of jeans and no jacket. I was pissed. I mean we've been discussing it a lot around here and the biggest argument is that they have an infrastructure that is better suited for this and they just bundle up and drink more whiskey and that's part of why both some of them are really friendly and some are complete assholes. It just sucks and if you live up there and you're stuck because you work in some shitty steel mill because your German or Scottish or whatever the fuck ancestors said fuck the gold rush and just started cranking out babies like the child-raping Pope told 'em to do and now you're too poor and uneducated to move somewhere that has a Summer that lasts more than a comfy weekend, I'm honestly very sorry for you and I hope your kids are brilliant and rich and buy you a sick condo in Sarasota where tomorrow the high is 68 and headed into the 70's by Tuesday. The rest of you people up there that have the money and freedom to move...you are certi-fucking-fiable in my book and I don't trust you one goddamn bit.

OK football is pretty cool...so let's make 'em have camp in the Winter and Spring and then do the season in the depths of Summer?? Huh Greenbay??? Wouldn't it be nice to enjoy your glorious Packers in the scorching, Death Valley-esque, crumbling heat of a lovely 45 degree July day?? I mean people give less and less of a shit about baseball anyway...make those Dominican fucking janitors play baseball with a negative 15 windchill at Miller Park on Christmas Eve. (OK I'm sorry about the Dominican janitors comment...every Dominican in the Major League makes more money then I will ever imagine seeing in my life and with any luck I might get to be one of their janitors). I'm an idea man folks...and I think I'm onto something...football is awesome, Winter sucks donkey boner turds in the ass...can we separate the two please?

You know what I did last Summer? I went to a bar on a Saturday in the middle of the day in a sleeveless American flag shirt and watched Soccer and then after getting hammered I went fishing...in the same outfit...and it was 100 degrees out...and it was fucking beautiful!!! OK maybe that doesn't technically apply but Summer is way more awesome than any time of year when it is cold. I love being outside and sweating and not having to wear layers. (By the way I also don't like Soccer but America was playing Britain and there are a surprisingly large number of English people in this town and we were going to an Irish pub so I had to be as big of a redneck asshole as I was raised to be. D-day bitches...D-day.)

Annoyance of the day...

OK this has been on my mind a while but I just thought to blog it. Why are chicks adopting slang and insults that are distinctly gender-specific? That is so fucking stupid and dudes are embracing this idiocy I guess because they think it's sexy? Or funny? I don't know why but it's fucking dumb and it needs to stop. No mam, I will not suck your dick. You don't have one. And GI Jane was a stupid dyke retard too and that shit would never happen. Or girls saying "I'd hit that." No you wouldn't, that's old black ghetto slang for fucking a chick. You hitting that doesn't make sense. "I'd sit on his face." There you go...say that. Or "suck a queaf." Just stop taking dudisms and using them for yourselves in what I imagine has to be some sort of feminist thing. Look feminism is all well and good I don't give a shit but feminists stealing from dudes only reaffirms the fact that dudes are far and away the dominant gender because we're the ones that have all the good slang ideas. I believe Freud called it "Penis Envy."

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Holy shit this is still here! Well we all know about my idea about the zombie stripper movie. It's called "Zombie Strippers." The tag line is "they're dead on the inside AND the outside" and it will involve a bakery and interstellar travel. Oh, and all the strippers can speak but they all talk like they're retarded. Kind of a comedy feel to the ordeal.

Does anyone else know somebody that can't continue a conversation when "Night Moves" comes on? I mean I'm sorry but I'm not going to put my existence and intense discussion about if Leia was ever forced to have sex with Jabba while she was a slave and the intricacies involved therein just because some drug addict you knew once happened to enjoy this one song. It's a good song! Everybody likes it fuck you! I'd like to see Obama do that to Vladimir Putin in the middle of disarmament negotiations. "Vlad hey shut the fuck up for a sec." Actually in all honestly that would be kinda cool. Fuck those commy cocksuckers we'll finish this treaty when we're good and goddamn ready.

3 Layer Nachos...

So anyway...there is a reason why the 3-layer Nachos at Taco Bell are 89 cents...holy Christ that is the most disgusting thing I have ever imagined being forged by man.

I ate less then a third of that and I am convinced that it was made up entirely of human feces topped with nacho cheese.

I am almost positive I just contracted dysentery.

There are upwards of 2 dozen horrifying things I would consume with a fucking smile before I ever eat that fucking curse upon humanity spawned by the Prince of Darkness himself. Holy fucking shit I am amazed that the land of the free would allow such a travesty to be spewed upon the masses.

I have convinced myself that the primary ingredient of wretched dish is a Mexican that was killed in lieu of reporting to ICE.

Awful shitty meal
When drunk seems like good idea
Please don't shit the bed

It's Friday...you ain't got no job...you ain't got shit to do!

Unemployment. Jesus that's a dirty word. If you're not part of the machine of slave-labor in this country that produces for this cursed economy it feels like a scarlet letter or something. It's tough socializing at parties because that is almost always the first topic of every conversation one has with a new person. It's actually kind of a shame that in this society that is how we describe ourselves right off the bat whether we hate our job or love it. Why is that? Every job I've ever had was in no way related to the type of person I am or was any indication of my personality or value set. I'm guilty of it myself. What if when you met a new person you asked "What do you like to do?" "What makes you happy?" "What do you want out of this life?" That would come across as weird as hell but if I'm making a new friend that's what I'm really interested in. The fact that you're an internal auditor or that you sell pet anti-depressents isn't going to affect our relationship in the slightest however that is what we all want to know about someone right off the bat. Hell, we spend just as much time sleeping as we do working during our lives so why don't introductions include " Hi I'm Richard and I prefer a firm mattress." I think it would make for many more meaningful relationships if we cut down to the core of a person's Psyche right off the bat.

My unemployment as of yet has sucked because it's been so cold outside. Winter is a curse for people that love the outdoors but can't stand multiple layers. That has left me stuck inside most of the time staring at job postings and self-reflecting. Self-reflection...my God what an awful concept after about 12 minutes. I mean, when I was laid off I was of the attitude that I was going to take this opportunity to think about what I really want to do with myself and what I want to contribute to the world and after 3 months I am still just as confused as I was when I was doing my last job. This self-reflection bullshit has yielded no results as of yet. I often feel lost and worthless. So how do we do it? How do we discover that one beautiful and wonderful thing that makes us happy for 8 hours a day so that when we wake up we jaunt out of bed and whistle for every minute of the 2 hour fuckhole commute we have to suffer through? The answer, I believe, is we don't. We take a job that we can just tolerate and we look forward to the nights and weekends when our cell phone is free and we can actually be ourselves. It's a damn shame I can't make six figures making jokes and drinking beer with my friends.

At the same time however...unemployment is fun. I have read countless books, gotten in much better shape, and started taking better care of myself. I think that is what I'm going to start using the blog for...as a way to report the things I am learning and doing with my time during unemployment. First entry=I started a blog. I mean...it's basically a diary that everyone can see anyway, so lets go with that. I'll also be including my opinions and reviews of the things I am experiencing. I like it...lets go with that. Peace bitches!!

Dick

So......

OK, so this is my first post to this blog business and I'm not sure where I will be going with this exploration of thought processes. I have a lot of random thoughts and observations as does every other human on this planet however with the advent of the internet we get to hear all of them! I'm just going to try and use this as a means for me to blow my load of ideas into the world for absolutely no reason except for my own amusement. There is a forum for everything and I think I'll use this for now.